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I have been in depression probably since I was in elementary probably. I try my best to succeed in life and I have a life that I would say, many of my friends are jealous of. Try to be a good boy, a good student, good good good…
However, I always pay a price for being a good. World is ending to me when I am not in good. I believe it is time for me to change. I want to do something, something that could get me out of this cycle where I study or work hard, stressed to death, desperate, cry, make something work finally, but then do the same process again. This time I want to challenge myself. This time I want to live the way I want. This time I will try things that I am scared of. This time I will be a stronger self. This time I want to be the self I want to be.